being careless and not.

So now, careles is a biiiig, biiiiggg, really BIIIIIGGGG issue for me, that lies inside my mind. well, beside my tests of course. LOL

Omaaagaaawwsshhhh, I feel sleepy and tired ><> but I am gonna finish this first, still.. :)

Okayyy, I have been losing like llllloooooooottttssss of things recently. It is pretty feels like UUUUUGGGHHHHHHH~ really. It makes me feel bad. Totally.

I have lost one of my most important things in my life. mobile phone! ><>

Hmm, one of my KIND, KUNG FU friend (Noo, I don't do kung fu.LOL) keeps teling me that 'that's you' *for being careless* and also 'You have never learnt. xD' like careless is my trademark now.. And it is 'not' okay. well, yeaa, it is me,and truthfully I accept it too, but it's just like, I am being a troublesome who keep bothering people. I also don't want people to say that I am irresponsible for this kind of small (that might be getting bigger to) things. Ooohh well, I feel that irresponsibility for even small things actually.. Huuuff~ :(

Buuuuttttttt,

I WANT TO CHANGE! and hopefully I can~ :)

♥Love you heaps!♥
♥XOXO♥
Freyja~